It's interesting that I like to start blogs when I'm feeling a certain way about life. I guess it's a way of trying to deal with something bigger than myself. I can wrap my head around a lot of things, but there are times when I am absolutely over-powered.

I am so grateful that I have the friend's and family that I do. I can't say that enough right now. As lonely and isolated as I feel, I can rely on the thought that there ARE people out there that love me.

I never imagined I'd be spending my New Year's Eve like this. Apparently with 2010, I'll be getting a new life along with the new year.